Tuesday, October 19, 2010

For the Mah-jahs!!

Oh what a night!!!! Actually... Oh what a weekend!!! First off, this Bday girl would like to thank the Goons for a wonderful Burfday celebration. I don't know if we have ever had so many laughs in one weekend!!! True, we had a bit of a Jersey Shore moment the first night, but we can laugh about it now. I think we learned to think of eachother a little more after that experience. Now.... to the good times!! I think we all got bit by the "love bug" over the weekend. We all discovered that we need the right person to hold the key... You know that key to the.... haha. Earmuffs everyone. I would like to see if a certain someone who shall remain nameless (because we can't remember his dang name) will hold the magic key!! Speaking of magic, Go Team Green!!! We hear you gotsa nice keester!!! Oh and how about the dude with the stratigically placed bottle or whatever in the photo?? That caused some laughs and a funny convo!!! Oh man that waiter at dinner probably hasn't ever been so amused. That was some great comedy. We shoulda sold tickets to that ish!! The yellow choni sporting Banchee could be on our Comedy posters. Good Morning Albuquerque!!! haha That banchee even creeped into my bday pic, while I was blowing out my candles!! oh and I also recall someone jumping on the bed singing a beautiful song about eggs, bacon, somethin, somethin, I'M HUNGRY, I'M HUNGRY!!!! Mah-jah, where's your Fah-jah?? Level 5 guys!! Oh and who can forget the 2 pics we were shown like 500 times on Saturday night. With that neon clock... "I'm gonna rock your world girrrrrrrrrrll!!!!!!!!!" tale it easy TCA... Oh and then there was the moment where a pic scared one of our fellow goons. He looked like he was straight off of America's Most Wanted!!! oh and that reminds me... I hope he doesnt pull over ever time that jam comes on!! Luckily we all survived and no one got shot in the bathroom of that ghetto club!! So many good memories!!! My fellow goons, I can't wait until the next time!!

Much Love <3

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Thursday, October 14, 2010

Oh...how we love thee...lol

Future Mr. Gutierrez

Future Mr. Hernandez

Thoughts of Faith, Hope and Heartbreak . . . . .

Why Al-Lo Friends!!

its been a while ..yes i know i have been MIA lately...being a busy beaver at work and traveling lately makes for one tired girl... and right now i am one tired and confused girl....

BOYS!!.. we cant live with em and  we cant live with out em huh =(... well as u all know during Jenn's wedding one of the guests attending was an old fling of mine.. his given name by the goons is castaway but his legal name well ....lets just not get in2 that shall we lol... that wknd i found out that he was proposing to his gf which was cool ..i was happy for him but then i got to thinking...and thinking mixed with a lil jack, jimmy and jose arnt really the best intentions right?! but they all say that the truth comes out when you are a weee bit intoxicated...im 26 and sometimes i think that im behind yet so far ahead of the world...i never really gave castaway a chance when we were seeing eachother on both occasions in the past...it was more like an ehhh ur there im here lets make out and hang out type deal right...but it was kind of a shot to the corazon when i saw him light up from ear to ear with his new fiancee... well newhoozer a couple of weeks later after the wedding i get a message from him on the book of face saying that things didnt work out and he is no longer engaged .. WOW is all i could say... well since then we have been texting, talking and making plans to see eachother when we can which is hard bc his job is in houston and im in abq... but forsure we know we are spending new years in vegas together...so hopefully the sparks stay alive alot longer than the fireworks show on the strip in sin city......

I guess john mayer said it best "Oh half of my heart's got a grip on the situation"....I am sooo distrought at this moment ....i havent been in a relationship since my ex bf david of 3 years... and that was 4 years ago...part of me use to always think that david and i ..well that we are meant to be and still will be.. These thoughts have def. jepordized my feelings i have had twds any man i have ever been with after him...im always anti - titles...i mean ill be your gf for the night...haha..but not long term... i guess i really need to stop being afraid of getting my heartbroken in pieces again..it took me years and years of crying...drunk calling/texting...picking fights to just know that david still cares...gahhhh i am shutting out these boys that actually wanna start a relationship... sooo i made the first step of deleting davids number...i use to have those digits memorized and now i couldnt even remember what they start with...castaway is pretty legit..i mean yeah hes not the usual project runway rio suave guy i go for...but that doesnt matter .... we are soo much alike on so many different levels..educational, morals, values and religion wise...its crazy how two people are sooo different yet soo much alike at the same time...and not to mention being called beautiful by him every night does make me like him more and more everday <3 ... he knows i want to conquer greater things in my life, like make the move out to cali and the thing is ...is that he doesnt want to give up on the chance of us working out... he tells me all the time that he's guna do something really amazing for me to stay here...well in all actuality he is pretty amazing so far..


I know technically i would be considered the rebound girl...so im not to sure if i want this to happen or not... bc the rebound girls always get the shaft ...right?? i mean they are like marijuana aka the gateway drug .. its fun for awhile then u want to move on to stuff thats more exciitng and thrill seeking like meth or cocaine..lol... in simplier terms the rebound girl is the one that helps getting over that heartbreak and getting on to the next one that just might be the right one...

Sooooo in conclusion i decided that im just not guna jump in head first...im just going to dip my toes in the water just to feel if it is cold or not....

 I mean all i really want is to be like rihanna and  "feel like im the only girl in the world" . . .

Till Next Time Lovelys

The Girl with Champagne Wishes and Couture Dreams